Mother's Day

I am so thankful for Mothers. There have been many mothers that have been an influence in my life. My own mother, my mother-in-law, my grandmothers, my many aunts, my sisters, and my friends. So many are mothers and so many have not had the opportunity to be mothers yet. But to them I am grateful for the influence that they have had on me and my life. They help me strive to be a better mother. To be all that I can for my children.

I still remember the moment that I became a mother. I suddenly had so much love and care for a person so small and helpless. Overnight, our family went from two to three and the impact was major. This little person was a part of me. I felt her grow for 9 months and suddenly she was so much more real.

The next addition was just as big of a change as the first one. I remember when I found out I was pregnant with Nathan, I couldn't imagine how different our lives would be. It was hard for me to picture having another child in our lives. Another child entrusted to our care. Right away I had a special bond with Nathan. I knew he was a boy, even when the doctor said he was a girl. I understand his needs and wants so much more than I did with Amelia. And I thought I did pretty well with Amelia too.

Sometimes it hits me hard that I am a mother. That I am responsible for the welfare and nurturing of these kids. Just when I feel like I am going to have a panic attack, one of them shows me how much they need and love me. It is almost like they know what I am thinking and are there to say, "You're doing just fine, Mom." I am so grateful that our Heavenly Father has entrusted me to be their mother. It is a tremendous responsibility and a GREAT honor.